Change

hey janet and amy! i've replied u under the comments!
thanks for "tagging" haha even tho i have not set up my tag board.

To my dearest ADELINE HENG, i sincerely apologize for forgetting ur surname :P haha. and even typing it in CAPS. haha. I still love u a lot okae. hahhahaa

To all my readers, do leave a "tag" if you're free under the comments link for the time being ;)

This year 2007 is definitely a year of CHANGE for me. I'll be moving on to a whole new environment when I step into uni life... reallie dunno what to expect from that tho.. heard from peejay that i'll be very much alone , have to be independant, walk from lecture to lecture ALONE?!? haha. i seruisly hope not. One of my new year resolutions this year is to not be DAO anymore or should I say appear DAo. Dun wanna make the same mistake i did in pj.

haha, to my non pj frens, u are probably thinkin how can jamie be dao? haha especially to my dear e348..Jamie is soo not dao. jamie is the loud noisy confident smiiley games mistress who sings out of tune inorder to break the glasses so she dun hafta do the forfeit. haha. I KNOW! But yet in pjc i believe only esther shuann clara peejay and sal will know. and especially to es, she always say i act dao! but thats not true! i dun mean to be dao, its just a natural reaction when i'm not confident of myself (I am a shy girl by nature okae), when i'm in an environment of unfamilarity haha or just a moment of laziness to risk having to smile at someone and the person not returning ur greeting. aiya. u all know what i mean la. its always easier to pretend that u did not see the person rite?
haha yea la like split personality lidat. and i hate it. I wanna be myself. Am i weird or is everybody like that? Is it an issue of wearing masks? OR is everybody more comfortable ard the people they are closer to and hence act differently? Or really, isit the environment that is created by the people ard u that allows u to be vulnerable and to make a fool of yourelf without having to fear what they will say behind ur back?

But then again how do i define what it means to be myself? i think only weijie will know how to ans this qn. hahha. i'm his pshycotic girlfren. Seruisly, i dunno who on earth can tahan this kind of girlfren la.. every month also pms one time.. wen i'm upset or angry wif other ppl will vent it out on him.. gotta listen to all my nonsence.. so poor thing! hahaa. thanks for bearing w me! haha. we have known each other for 6 years and still counting!

change change change... y am i diverting again. haha adeline says that my entries are so long and jin says that i'll probably post 10 entries a day?! haha. i guess having a slack job means i have lotsa time to think of stuff and since i have nth to do and no one to tok to y not pen down my thots rite? ESTHER!! u are so near but yet so far. haha we work in the same office but we cant sit tog or tok to each other. how sad is dat!


Well, speaking of CHANGE. this sat is going to be a major day for most of us so reallie hope all of u would come! u wun regret coming, i promise. haha.

I myself do not know if i'm ready for it...