Goodbye April

haha long time since i last posted an entry. haha too many things to update already.

Happy Birthday once again to weini peijun and terrence.. haha if you're reading this.

Pictures will be updated sooonn!!


Well the past 2 weeks have been pretty amazing and fulfilling as well. It really helps that i'm kept busy while weijie is in the army. hahaa. Alot have been going thru my mind so much so that i'm too lazy to write them all down. But yet 10 months down the road, I want to be able to look back at my blog and see how far i've gone or how much i've grown...haha..so here i am!


Since the experience I had on saturday during the BH service, my life did change in a way. And it should! How can I continue living my life the same way when God becomes so real that his presence can be felt so tangibly! Not that he wasnt real previously, but the touch of God that night indeed brought me to the next level of faith. And seeing my bestfriend breaking through is truly an encouragement as well.

But yet, what struck me was that the touch of God or his presence should not only be felt so tangibly during BH's services but also in our own qt, cg mtgs and services as well. We need to learn how to lay hold of God for ourselves. Why isit that on that night, some people were touched and some were not? Its because God will never force himself onto anyone, but only those who desires, those who seek, knock and ask, shall receive.


Expectancy is the doorway to miracles. Your expectations will determine your actions.
Faith can be seen.
Heb 11:6
Do you believe that God is a rewarder of those who seek him? This verse was really an encouragment to me expecially when I was feeling down cos of my uni applications.
It is really a mixture of feelings going on inside me over the whole smu nus ntu thing. WHy? Because I dun really know what i want exactly. At least want it badly enuff. I just want what is best for me. hahaha. Met up with esther today, and I feel so much better after talking to her cos at least i know there is sumone who understands how i feel and we're kind of in the same predicament...haha except that i think she has a better standing than me.


But the best part came after dinner. Went for choir pract today for the first time in a hundred years. haha. okok just kidding.. but yea.. feels like a long time. And i went ALONE!! but it was worth it. Sis Annabel led us in worship and wow! she is truly anointed! haha everything she said seemed as though she was speaking to me directly..haha or maybe many people in ministry feels the same way sometimes.

Its the feeling you get when you are so caught up in doing the things that you have to do until it becomes a burden to you. But tonight, I gave it all to him. And thats the key to releasing your worries. Coming back to the heart of worship.


When the music fades
All is stripped away
And i simply come

Longing just to bring
Something thats of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring you more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what you have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
Where its all about you
Its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
When its all about you
Its all about you Jesus