Over estimated

Mayb i have over estimated myself. Mayb everybody has overestimated me. I'm not that strong after all. I thot i could overcome this, I thot.

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful. He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.

But to me, this is beyond what I can bear right now.


just let me be emo for once.

i'm confused. lost.

i feel like an israelite while they were escaping from Egypt. How time and again God did so many miracles for them and yet they still lost their faith.

Yes. God has been good to me. And i still have testimonies of his goodness in otther areas of my life. My family has just been blessed finiancially again! And I just got another award from my school for my CCA achievements. PTL.


Just read my previous entries... about emerge.. I wish i could find back the courage I had then.

But still,

I'm only human.


its hard cos ppl expect more out of me. i'm suppose to be a role model. ppl wil be looking at my life. its suppose to be a testimony, i cant tell you how i feel cos i dunwan to become a stumbling block.


All things work for good for those who love God.


and i just have to keep believing in that.