boring... NOT

haha my sister's fav phase at the moment(she's 7 this yr) ".... of cos....NOT" or " blah blah blah.... NOT"


anyway i'm feeling numb.... NOT

haha i hope i'm not becoming boring. i hope to see this blog revived back to its glorious days!

anyway i've completed heroes season 1 and heroes season 2 up till episode 7. haha dun haf the rest le. and i haven got a job yet ;((. hope KPMG calls me on mon. boohoo. i dun like being rejected.

had a pretty good time w my family today. celebrated my grandad's bdae at his fav restaurant... den went to fetch my dad at the airport after dat. My family is full of jokers. my brother made the whole family luff while we were trying to take a grp foto after dinner... think me my mum and my bro will look very bad in it. like seruisuly. its the HEH HEH HEH kinda luff or giggle. ooh but we took nice photos at my cousin's wedding! dun haf the soft copy tho ;( and lazy to scan


i feel that i'm not putting enuff effort into certain things... certain friendships...relationships.. and putting too much feelings into others that makes me quite sad when its not reciprocated. I AM NOT EMO.
haha cos i know i am blessed with great frens. Seruisly.. we all can find something to thank God for every single day!

Recent inspiration: Joseph. haha from the bible. When he was a young kid... he had a vision that all his older brothers would bow to him one day. But for the next few years the contrary seemed to be true. His brothers sold him as a slave after which he was kept as a prisoner for years. Can you imagine what that might have felt? ITs like not seeing the promises of God coming to pass... and staying in the pit of trials for years...yet he kept the faith. And God is faithful to his word.
Likewise, when God says he has great plans for you (jer 29:11) and the current situation does not seem to be the case... keep the faith.



stagnancy. i dread that. i need to be on the move!! Gotta be productive, fruitful. But i need the strength to do it. or rather, motivation, encouragement... i dunno.. i nv thot myself as an extrovert until someone said that an extrovert gains energy thru others. I'm shy really. dao is the word. but yea i realised that i'm more alive when i'm w ppl den wen i'm alone. leave me alone to slack and watch heroes everyday and i lose all my energy. haha sooooo tired today la. think only ade would noe.



I just feel like sleeping and slacking ard at home the whole day tmr. but janet and deb's goin shopping so i mite join them in the afternoon. blahh. sth is sucking the energy and drive outta me. hahaha i dunno if its weird but many things that i see or want to say these days has to do w heroes or sth i "learned" frm it. like all their special powers... the way they talk...HAHAHA. okae i'm nuts. its 4:35am



CIAO!