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I realise i've been subconsciously promoting blogging without the intention to... hhaha oh wells. I believe that you only thoroughly think through stuff that you actually write down or share with someone else.

And yes d-meeting on Wednesday with DT was awesome! so awesome i was exploding to share what I learnt with someone else that my connect group became my first guinea pigs. hahha. I really hope you guys caught the spirit behind the message, because its meant only for a certain group of people who are ready to listen to it. If the heart aint ready, it'll probably fall on deaf ears, or its like playing the violin to the cow.

Which is precisely also the reason why God does not reveal many things to us at this stage of our lives. It is part of our human nature to ask "WHY" all the time, and to be able to predict the future, or perhaps foresee what our future will be like, because that gives us a sense of security. We like to be in CONTROL.

So when things are not going as planned, i.e, out of control, we want to know why? what is the purpose? How will this turn out?

Then we cry and we pray and we cry and we pray somemore, but then it seems like our communication is one sided. We ask God why why why why why... show me show me show me...

Truth of the matter? You're not ready to hear it!

The Christian walk is all about learning to give God the control