Candlelight service and christmas cards

Thank you val and cia for the christmas cards :)
I really like them alot!!! Words of affirmation are definitely my love language!

Thanks zoe for the ginger bread men too! must have taken a lot of time to bake so many for us!



Candlelight service this year seemed to have much more meaning than the previous years. I was really touched by the beauty and the revelation of the difference that one light can make in a room of darkness.

The whole hall was dark (almost pitch black) except for one candle on stage. And then within minutes the whole hall was lit up. It was really beautiful.

It takes a conscious effort not to slip into a passive mode. With the changes that are coming up, part of me doesnt feel like leading anymore. I want to be with my peers. Dun wan to have to shoulder responsibilities of having to set a good example...of having to bite the bullet cos i shud noe better... afterall... i did try the past 2 years and sowed into this. One thing I learnt, success is not about the beginning, its about how we end.

But the live illustration of the candlelight service tonight just struck me. Even if there is only one, it can still dispel the darkness, if it keeps burning on and shares its light with others. The light thats been placed inside of us, the gifts and talents that God has given to each of us is not meant to be hidden.

When I see someone, who has so much talent and capability just refuse to do anything with it, like the parable of the 5 talents, I think its such a waste and I feel bad for those who have sowed into his life. Likewise, I dun want to disappoint people, and more so, I dunwan to disappoint God.

I just want to say a big thank you to miss bay, val n cia for the past few weeks! Thanks for motivating me to keep on running the race even tho u girls may not noe... but ur words of encouragement make everything all so worthwhile!

And thanks zoe for being so patient with me! GAhhhh. to my new cgl, i'm very fragile! please handle me with care! i'm not used to the rod! hahahahaha. kidding...but yeah
To me, coming to church shud be a happy joyful thing...something I look forward to every week...not having to fear i'll have to see black faces or scoldings. I believe in discipleship but even more in relationship.

I miss my bff so much now