Month of July = Birthday month

2nd July- Hongbei's birthday!!

You deserve the BEST!! Love you alot alot!

Thanks for always being there for me... dropping by my house to pass me cards to encourage me when I'm super stressed out. i really appreciate all the little things you do! I still owe you a present ok!! haha!

surprise poolside party at 12am!


if there is a best neighbour/ childhood friend award, you deserve it!

4th July- celebrated ding neng and kc's birthday!






4th july- joie de fleur (ade's 21st party!)

shall do a proper update when cia uploads the photos!





7th July- Jodi and Ding neng's birthday!


this picture was taken years ago...but i love it!

I still owe my sister a date to sentosa! so no pictures till then!
Bought her a school bag for her birthday... haha primary 3 and already so choosy... i cant imagine when she grows up! hahaa she'll become a bag lover like me!


ahhhh month of july can eat up my entire internship pay!

so many parties clash on the same day!

next up is vivian's, val's, amy's and clara's!

anyway i finally went shopping with janet today to try to get the presents and my pants for the dance performance this sat!

oh gosh. i feel like i've not been in town for ages! i've not had time to just chill at starbucks, eat my nice cakes, pamper myself with high tea... and today, i couldnt enjoy all these luxuries cos i felt so broke thinking of all the birthdays! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Thank God for the good company! haha thanks janet!

anyway, one of the things that struck me tonight is how ugly you'll find the world when you start to look inwards at yourself, your own needs.

I was feeling rather pissed at people who i bet dun even know i'm pissed at them. just feel that they expect so much from me, but yet when its time for them to support me they arnt really there at all. i dunno whether to believe in karma, but do unto others what you want others to do unto you is in the bible.

everytime i start to look inward at myself, my mind gets cluttered with all the angst. especially when i start to compare what i did for that person, and the person not really doing much for me. it gets worse when the person is suppose to be close to you. arghhhh. i start to think the world is unfair, and have all sorts of thoughts in my head not to be so stupid to give in and sacrifice for people are not worth it. or are they? i dunno. the world seems so unfair. it gets ugly.

but the moment i lift my eyes from my own problems, and my own needs, the world suddenly seems more beautiful, filled with hope. its like there are better things to be thinking about! so if you're feeling very unappreciated, try this! it really helps! just stop thinking of urself for awhile.


got this link from cia (twitter)!



loves! hope this cheers you up, my dear readers!