piece of me

I am so frustrated with myself right now I dunno what else to do.

its 443 am and I cant get to sleep! hate it whenever i have insomnia. especially when the next day is going to be a mad rush >.<

I need all the sleep i can get... but the stress is getting to me! My mind is constantly moving, it cant slow down enough for me to enter REST mode.


1) I'm frustrated with my lack of discipline.

Havent been exactly following my timetable as planned... so i'm 2 days behind schedule in my revision... means ALOT especially when I only have 6 days for each module


2) Despite my lack of time, i'm still taking up jobs cos the money is too attractive and I'm broke!

So many things I want to buy >.<

3) Busy worrying about what people think of me (well not all... definitely not jason...)

4) Burden with the new responsibilities that come at the wrong time

5) Busy worrying about others when I already dun have enough time for myself. This is the worst. Because there is so much I want to do... but I cant whenever I think of my coming exams...and then I feel torn and lousy about myself for being so selfish

6) Busy comparing myself with others... and wondering if i'm wasting my time doing what i'm doing now


7) Someone please take the internet away from meeeeee


Matthew 11:28 (The Message)

28-30"Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."