5 days of Asia Conference

I'm glad I attended all 5 days of the Asia Conference...although the spiritual warfare on Saturday really tested my faith. Gosh. I was crying all the way to expo on the train and I was still thinking of leaving early just before the service started. Emo-ness to the max. Plus my handphone went crazy. But I'm so glad I overcame the devil! I stayed thruout and was tremendously blessed even though i sat in the overflow room all by myself. Presence of God was so strong and I just wept uncontrollably. It felt safe to cry and let it out in his presence...knowing that he understands. I dunno how to tell you how real God is...But he is.

Since friday night i kept struggling with the same question. Will I still stand, even if I'm the only one? Gah. I guess everyone knows i'm not the most independent person here. I need people. I rely alot on relationships which are also my source of motivation. But I know God is moulding me, preparing me for greater things that have yet to come.
I need to be STRONGER!
I can see a thousand and one flaws in myself right now which tells me i'm not good enough...but thats what the devil wants exactly. And I wun let it. One of the best ways to limit a person is to attack his self image.

There are sooooo many things I learnt thru this Asia Conference that its going to take days to write down all my reflections.

But one of the things that hit me is the testimony that was shared today. Of how one cell group grew and multiplied into a sub zone because the people genuinely care and love. Reminds me of what Jesus said..."the world will know that you are my disciples if you have have love one for another"